And then he smiled and everything was right in the world!!

Lately things have been a bit tough. I have really been getting down on myself a lot lately, thinking that I am doing a really horrible job as a mom. I mean, it's seriously the most important thing that you will do in your life.
Today I was holding Bastien and he spit up...big surprise. So I grabbed a spit rag and wiped his mouth off. He was wide awake after that so I started my usual thing, asking him what he was doing and saying hi in that high pitched "parentese" that every person on the face of the planet does to babies!
Next thing I know Bastien starts grinning and wrinkling his nose. I figure it's just gas, but I keep playing with him. He keeps grinning everytime I play with him a bit. Finally, he grins real big and giggles a tiny bit!! I couldn't believe it!! I was so happy I called Jei and then my sister and mom!! lol

Now we just have to work on Elora and we will have two smiling babies!!! YAY!

Fences make bad friends

I have not wrote anything in a while so I figured i'd share my recent "accident".

We where all over at my moms for a cook-out (remember those glenn?) and Kat and I started rough housing - actually she was trying to spray me with soda. And I started running away.

I had the bright idea to try to jump over the fence. Something I have done several times before.
About half way through the jump I realize I jumped too soon and I was not going to make it. Just at that moment I felt my foot catch the fence, and next thing I know I hear a loud crack sound and i'm in pain...LOTS OF PAIN.

I grab my arm (broken 3 times) to make sure its ok. Good it is. Then I realize my shoulder hurts a lot and my arm does not move like it should. I go inside and lay down to try to calm myself down a bit, after a while everyone tells me I might have dis-located my shoulder.

I have no insurance so of course I did not go to the dr. instead I drove back home to quincy, sat on the couch with a heating pad, and figured as long as I can move my fingers and hand i'm fine.
I even helped a little with the babies, and now change diapers.

Two days later and my arm still can't move out to the side, but straight out in front works fine, so i figure another week or so and i'll be fine.

So just remember, the next time you want to do something, ask yourself.... Is this a good idea.

jeff guss what the old beast runs lol

the old beast Compaq works that my dad buy ed originally cost like $2.000

the inside

me installing WinXP on it

dam the thing is starting to rust lol

Jeff here it is the thing that was not letting it work
that dam other video card that my mom buy ed and was in there. it was getting confused and did not know what video card to use i guess lol
all i did was removed it and the computer worked

no body

no body has posted in a while i guess that we all have been busy in life or some thing i have. and i seached my computer and found some old pics of jeff and me and some art jeff and i did i will probaly put them up here when i get some time.

more pics of hunter

He is licking me.

He licks every thing that touches his mouth.
I guess because of the salt.

I never thought I would love somthing so much.
But I love him more then any thing else even his mommy.

What are you looking at dad?


Hunter and his cat.

Hunter with his pants on his head again.

I know dad gets bored doesint he?



Dad i am bored of these toys.



Two of my favorite people.


Now that is pure love.
I tell ariana that hunter is her live baby doll.


He is so cute when he sleeps.

His little monkey feet.
He can even spread his toes and curl them in at the same time.

Just in time for easter.

I got bored and made a few desktops. Heres one I made for easter that is available on kde-look.org

Its not fancy by any means and only took me about an hour to make, but its got little tux babies and eggs so its cool.

A funny pic of my son

he kind of looks like a jester i know jei will like that part lol